Almighty GOD promised you in Isaiah 45:1-3 that "I go before thee, and make the crooked places straight... I will give you the treasure of darkness, and the hidden riches in secret places..."
GOD does not play with words, when He says it, He does it all you need to do is believe no matter what. It may not look like GOD is with you but He is. You may not feel blessed but you are because when GOD is really involved it has nothing to do with feelings.
See beyond the facts, see beyond the now, see GOD making things work for your good, see what GOD is saying in your heart and truly and surely you will eventually become what you see. Be blessed and remain blessed.